Dear Diary,
OK I woke up this morning determined to walk. It was slow going but I did walk one 12 minute mile and than I sat for about 2 hours recouperating! Oh, well some days are bad and some days are good and some are in between. I guess I have to realize that I'm 53 and not as young as I tell myself I am.
I woke up this morning and felt like crying. I had already failed since I posted last night (in my mind only). So I said, "Ok God, this is crazy I need your help." Got myself something to eat, read my mail and took a shower and THEN I walked. Did I mention that I HATE to excer-size? Especially by myself. It is soooo boring. I watched some DIY program. Now I've eaten lunch and it's time to work on my Bible Study for Tuesday. Oh, ya...I was going to start writing my own. I guess I'll have to decide what I'm going to do....Oh, I better get dinner started. I'm making venison stew.
I'm feeling good today. I know it's the walking. It's like a drug that really does make me feel better and think clearer.
I love my husband he is so encouraging. He loves me just like I am!
Talk to you later,
Bye for now!
Hey, I wrote all about getting smacked by an exersice band and wanting to cry and give up baecause everybody hated me or at least it felt like it did when the band smacked me when I was pulling on it. Funny, I was by myself and I just felt like I got slapped. Crazy. But I felt so good after. I skipped some stuff until i cooled down. Best thing was that my blood was flowing. I love your blog and how you are so honest. It makes me laugh and sooo encourages me.
ReplyDeleteLove you,
Renee
Sorry, what I was saying was I wrote this long comment and then it disappeared when I tried to get on my google account. Crazy. So that was what all that stuff was about up there.
ReplyDeleteForgot about my crazy name. I used it in a blog that I forgot about. Hows that for dedication? Maybe I should revisit it?
Love you